This is a post that shows what exactly happens to me each time I want to improve on or redo my fan art or artwork slightly because I was like looking at beautiful artworks which inspires me. For example, this picture below is my most recent fan art for Legend of the Galactic Heroes aka LOTGH for short.

BTW, I followed a screenshot that was from the anime itself just by adding a little bit of details in the hair and such. Siegfried Kircheis got erased away LOL.

So here is my thought process, "I want to try a different style. No more cell-shading, just something different."

 So I was thinking, "Hey! How about a white silhouette image?" But as you can see I drew some random white lines messily. He doesn't even look like Reinhard. -.-

Thus, I inverted the colour of the lines to black and fill in some colours.

He is like posing there in the clouds being all derpy and I was like "HOW ABOUT I ADD IN THE OLDER SISTER???" Since the quote mentioned her.

Played around with the filters.

I start to think, damn this is some ugly remake. So I decided to go into something simpler.

And my final decision? F*** all the ugly drawings I did, just a quote in the middle of the sky is the nicest. I MEAN JUST LOOK AT IT, IT IS NICER WITHOUT THE CHARACTER THERE.

And I finally figured that my drawing style is so screwed now and that I have to do something like draw-an-hour-a-day to save myself since I can't draw for nuts and now I am  like "Okay..." + reverting back to my old depressed me.

Here is my fail self made English Haiku based on my experience.